my past...

since the last one, i really haven't had any feelings with any girls...

although i could really have a potential relationship..

during that time, i was still hurt...

yesterday night, i visit her profile in fb...

i didn't know if i can take it or not..

it turns out that i was confused..

i didn't know what's that feeling really is...

but i quickly close the page...

i still remember during cc trip...the most suffering moment ...

i knew a lot of ppl notice that..

coz she's there..and he's there too...

apple n jacky was there to support me...

phoebe and kit yee too, we had dinner together at a same table and i can feel that they are trying to cheer me up...

really miss them now...

everytime when i went to pasar malam with cindy, jacky and apple, they are arguing whether to let me drink 'ai yu ping' or not...

when i think back, it's kinda funny...

they keep on telling me there's another girl that could potentially be my gf...

but i didn't really wanna think of it..

and i don't wanna start a relationship when i'm not sure about what i feel towards her...

until now, i really can't find the feeling yet..

a couple of days ago...

a guy from fb saying that i'm cute..

he's trying to flirt but i didn't resist...

i just let him flirt...

i told him the profile picture is not me...

he took a tour on my albums and he told me i still look cute..

then i notice that only guys think that i'm cute...specifically gays..=.=

oh no...

i don't wanna be one...if i did i'm dead...

coz i know i'm gonna lose a lot of friends...

but sher lynn's gonna be happy...

she told me once it would be great if i'm gay..

sometimes i wish i could be like heng mei mei coz he's cute!

lots of secret admirer..haha!

looks like this year i'm not going to get the cutest guy award again!

yup, i get 1st during my 1st year...

confession of emoboy...