Another week of workshop...

At last I survived the week...

Reports, assignments, presentations...and the end of Prof. Susan's class!

Such a busy week and i expect a fun weekend of workshop...

I wonder if it would be fun like the previous one coz a lot of ppl were here...

but it seems like this week a lot of ppl are going back...

still, i'm hoping for a fun one....

curry wantan mee?

haha!

confession of emoboy...

emoness return...

No point try to hide anymore..

these few days, my emo return to me...and it's too strong that i can't hide it...

No one know the reason why...

perhaps one or two would know...

but there're some moment that i really enjoy...

the night life with the grapes where we did some crazy stuff...

too bad not all of them are there...just hope that we could do something with all of us are here...

still emo-ing now especially someone is playing the emo songs now...

hope that everything would be better...

i still have hope...although things changed so much...

confession of emoboy...

My Valentines...

Spend my valentines with the grapes...

of course not all of them are here...

but still, we had a lot of fun...

at 1st we thought of going for ice-skating but then everyone is wearing slipers!haha!

then we went for lunch at Manhattan Fish Market!

Seafood plater, Lover's plater...haha

then we took pictures by looking at the mirror!

we went to the arcade....and i won a lot of bear!!!wahaha!

then we secretly hang the bear on someone's bag!muahaha!

then we went for movie...someone is sleeping during the movie...==

then we had our dinner at Popeye's..

then we took pictures at the outdoor of Sunway Pyramid!

that's how i spend my Valentines with the grapes...^^

confession of emoboy...

heartbroken for the n time...

Another valentines is coming and i'm still gonna go through it alone...

Maybe being single is not that bad after all...

just that i don't even know how it feels to be in the relationship...

it's been n time i failed...hurt...recovered...

don't even dare to try it again...

until i thought i saw some hope...the light...but it fades away again...

will it gonna shine back?

confession of emoboy...

i need...

for some reason, after having crazy moment playing with pop pop,

suddenly, getting a little bit emo...

don't really wanna talk about the reason...

but i really need someone right now...

so that i could cry out...

i wish he's here...

哥哥， 你在哪里？

confession of emoboy...

easy to say but hard to do...

appreciate everything in front of us before it's too late...

it's something that is easy to understand...

i thought i did that but it seems like i haven't...

about a year ago, one of my friend @ senior @ an elder sister pass away...

she's usually quiet and don't talk much...

i thought among all the juniors, i'm the only one closer to them...

too bad...when i notice i haven't done enough, it's too late...

an accident happened...

that is when i notice there are a lot of things that i wanna tell her...

she was there once when i was facing problems...

i haven't even thank her in a proper way...

that's not the only thing that happen in my life...

even lately, a lot of stuff happened...

sometimes i would think i've did something that i shouldn't...

and it ruined everything...

sometimes, i thought i wanna appreciate everything ...

but there's something that prevent me from doing it...

i hope my life wouldn't be so complicated...

confession of emoboy...

hope...and disappointment

read someone's blog today...

and i have something to say...

sometimes when you are hoping for something, it's good that there's hope you can get it...

but then, you might face disappointment when you found out that the hope is false...it's not true...

i've been through...i meaning having hope...someone giving me hope...but then she took it away...

until now, everyone that gave me hope, i still felt insecure...

sometimes i was thinking, i prefer to know the truth, rather than ppl giving me hope which is not true...

i know they just don't wanna hurt me, but still, what's gonna happen in the future's gonna hurt...

why don't hurt now and let me recover fast...rather then wasting each other's time...

haha..sorry for being emotional...that's me anyway...it's just something that i wanna say after reading a blog...haha!^^

confession of emoboy...

He's still not here...

Somehow, my bro didn't appear in my dream yesterday night...

but the Putos did...

i don't really remember what's in the dream...

it somehow makes me think that one day i have to let go...

and here they are...the Putos are here when i need someone..

but still when i saw someone with their elder brother or elder sister, i'll still think of him...

coz i don't get to feel how it is to have elder brother to take care of me...

the last time i felt it was in the dream...

confession of emoboy...

I miss my bro...

for some reason, suddenly i miss you...

since the last time i dream of you...

i've never seen you before but you appear in my dream once without living any impression of how you look like...

i still remember in the dream i was still a little boy crying while you were there for me...

i hope it happens now and in the future...

someone who will take care of me...

maybe it's CNY now that makes me miss you..

coz every year i felt there's something missing during CNY...

because you were not here...

confession of emoboy...

CNY...excited?

For me, yes and no...

or should i say it reduced compared to last time...

now, the reason for me to get excited is :

• wear new clothes!!! although i can wear anytime i want but waiting for the time to wear new clothes really makes me excited!LOL!
• angpow!!!that's everyone waiting for...so i can shop more!wakakaka!
• eating vegetarian food during the 1st day of CNY!!i'm a vegetarian on the 1st day, so what we eat is kinda special and i like it soooo much!

so, later i'll go for reunion dinner....maybe i'll post the picture here!^^

happy CNY!^^

confession of emoboy...