The Last Letter...

Since the last letter i received from you, i know you will be gone for a long time.
It's so stupid of me that i pretend not to notice that.
But now i realize you're not here anymore.
Still hoping you'll be back.

For some reason, everytime when i feel like giving up there's something that make me continue believing that things will end up good.
So when are you gonna come back? Or you won't?
Coz it seems like you were back ...but it's just in my dream.
i wonder when will it really gonna happen....


confession of emoboy...

3 Idiots ~~

3 Idiots.... Heard about it like lotsa times.
Finally today watched it and what caught my attention would be their friendship.

Wonder if one day I could have a close friend like that but it's close to impossible.
Twice, it happens for the second time.
I was wondering if it's true...
"whenever i get close to someone in a very short time, it will end fast as well"

Now i'm feeling complicated, i couldn't let go of the past.
i don't even know if i could let anyone else in for the next time coz i don't want it to happen again.
i wonder if there's anyone understand how i feel.

"Anyone but me"
that's what's happening now...
you can be close with anyone but not me...and it's obvious

I don't like it, i don't wanna emo in front of everyone but today i just couldn't take it..
i'm tired..mentally...but i turn it to physically and slept for almost whole day.
this can't just continue like that everyday....


confession of emoboy...