I can't...

Sometimes I wish I can...
People keep on asking me not to emo...
But do they actually understand how hard it is?
I mean not to emo...

Maybe it's because I'm already used to it...

There was once I thought I would stop emo from that moment..
but I didn't know things would have turn out to be that bad...

I'd tried...
tried not to emo...
at least not in front of everyone...
I prefer to emo alone somehow so that it will not affect anyone else.


But it's not easy...
I still wish things would gone back to when it was good...
Yes...somehow somewhere inside me, there's still hope...


confession of emoboy...