Faking a smile...

I guess lately i was so tired (mentally) is because i was faking a smile all the time...
although ppl know that i'm emo-ing, i'll act like i'd recovered~

Maybe that's why sometimes i didn't even visit D006 even if i'm alone in room which i used to do~

so i felt sorry for my roommates sometimes if i really affect them with my emo-ness~~

sometimes i smile & laugh a lot but i'm not sure myself if it's genuine...
what's happiness?
i knew it about a year ago....
but now, i'm not really sure~

it doesn't mean that i'm not happy when having fun with the GRAPES but it's like lacking of something~~
once again, sorry for those who're affected by my emo-ness...
coz i can't control it....



confession of emoboy...