Another "Busy" Day...

Yup...another day had passed...

juz finish packing my stuff...2moro gonna move down

although only for 2 weeks but I've got lots of stuff here..LOL!(as usual)

As planned, today I went to Fahrenheit 88 with Phoebe Chong & Dozz...

Yup...We queued for UNIQLO...but what suprised me n Phoebe is that when we are deciding whether to queue or not (coz the Q is long...), Dozz juz push me into the queue!!!LOL!

Then he's officially on of us now!The Shopaholics!!!

However, UNIQLO is kinda disappointing...lot's of winter clothes...nothing special....but I've bought 2 tshirt..then we walk around Fahrenheit 88 and I was struggling while to decide whether to buy the sweater or not!at the end I didn't.

Then we went to Pavilion for a walk...Phoebe dragged us into Burberry and she discovered some nice bags!LOL!

Then here comes ZARA!!and it's heaven there!!!

Lots of nice coats!!!

Then we went to Forever 21 and found a pair of boots with only RM149 ++

Again, struggling coz I really want it but end up didn't buy!!!

The price is reasonable anyway...

Hope I can get one in the future...or a few days later!!!

Then I came back and fb-ed then start packing...

When I was packing, I realised that before this I would like to post something but I didn't....

Yup...It's about the PTUM dedication...

Amazingly, this year I've received lots of dedication..

1 from Jeff, 1 from Jacky, 1 from You Xin, 1 from Jeck Kee and 2 from See Heng!!!LOL!

Maybe for lots of ppl that doesn't mean anything for them, but for me it means alot...

In the sense that, ppl remember me?LOL!

but honestly, since I was in 1st year I'm the one who always dedicate stuff to others but I didn't received any...until this sem!LOL!

Really thankful that ppl remember me!^^

Oh yeah! The mooncake that See Heng dedicated to me is one of my favourite flavour!Green Tea!LOL!

Anyway, I hope after today I can Spend some of my time shopping and I would really like to have that boots!!!

And waiting for the grapes to come back for outing and yam cha!^^

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Alone....

Yup...after today, I'll be the only Puto left in KK4...

I know I should be doing my assignment and report right now but I feel like express my feelings right now...

right this moment, windy and kinda cold...LOL! I guess it's gonna rain later...

I'm used to the life where everynight go 'yam cha' with the Putos...

Tonight when there's no Putos left I'm thinking back of my life for this whole sem...

Haha! Thx to all the Putos for such a great time that we had...

We went for lim teh, outing, and gaming (although gaming is not really my thing!haha!)

I'd went for movie with some of the Putos a few time but I haven't went to karaoke with them..I hope we can do it soon!^^

Haha...still remember the 1st time went out for movie with Putos...me, Jeff, See Heng and Chee Ching...right after MKB..and that's the 1st time I met Pinky!

Anyway, today's her B'day! 생일 축하합니다!!!^^

There's once where I was planning to go MidValley alone and See Heng acc me!LOL!and we met Apple there...

Haha!Too many to be recalled back...

The time we ate grapes together..

The time we spent during PTB (although I'm not one of the AJK)...

And yeah..before I forget I wanna thx Mei Mei for the ride to SC Fac to take my exam slip...

What else I can say....

Hope that u guys faster come back...

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Worried but somehow....

It's been a few weeks where I was trap in the world of emo AGAIN!!!

Right now, I somehow confuse that am I still emo-ing or not...but one thing I'm sure is that I'm worried...

Yup...it involves the past memory of mine...

As ppl around me keep on suspecting me as gay...

Honestly, I don't mind how ppl see me.

What I mind is that ppl gonna ignore me.

It's something really hard when someone is ignoring you when u really need that person so much..

What I mean need here is not the need to be loved

but it's the need to be acc-ed.

I'm a person who would stick to someone when I felt close to them..

Sometimes it really freaks ppl out and they would end up ignoring me...

It's true...I'd been through it during my 1st year..

Right now, that's what I'm worried about....

I don't really know if anyone notice that I was so close to See Heng and Jeff lately..

Yup, it happens that during the period before raya break and during raya break I was so used to it where See Heng and me would chat with me through msn...

(and not to forget Lincoln that I refer as TaecYeon hyung that would chat with me through FB everynight!Haha!)

When I was used to it, I would felt uncomfortable when it stops...

Still I'm worried that I would have freaks him out..

Honestly, I don't wanna been through all this "losing a friend" thingy once more since it happened in my 1st year...

but I juz didn't know how would I explain or talk to him about this...

and yes...I'm not good in talking....especially face to face

Sometimes I would think of leaving him alone so that not to freaks him out but still I ended up sending SMS asking if he wanna go for tea or not...

This issue has been bothering me for a few weeks and that's the reason I emo-ed for so long..

Of course thx to those who care bout me asking me not to emo....You Xin, Jin Jin, WenLi, Ming Liang...etc...

However, I found my way to reduce the emo virus in me...

And I starts asking Jeff out for anything...lunch, dinner, breakfast, outing..

Yeah, I felt awkward at 1st...

It's all due to his relationship with Jeck Kee (sorry to mention it but I really wanna make it clear)

I'd heard the problem from Jeck Kee but not from Jeff...

I'm not sure what's he's thinking coz he didn't really approach me and talk about that...

and as the outsider i guess i can't comment much but juz listen...

I still hope he would have told me the problems that happened between them coz I don't wanna judge anything just based on one side's story...

After went out with him a few times, everything's back to normal..and I hope he's comfortable with the situation now...

The main purpose I wrote this post is to let them read on how I felt..I don't wanna make it worst but I guess there's the risk of everything's screwed up...but if I didn't do so, I'm gonna regret when things are too late to be corrected...And I would like Jeff and See Heng to know that they really are some of the great friends that I ever had...and I really don't wanna lose this friendships...

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Holiday starts!!!!

Finish my presentation on the behaviour of sheeps today!!!!Yay!!!!

and our Mafia King gave a really funny presentation!haha!It makes our Candle Princess Phoebe laugh unstopable!

I was laughing too....but i think the funny thing is the way Phoebe laughs instead!!!hahahaha!

Then we went to pasar malam together + Sher Lynn!

I've bought myself a beach shorts and a pair of crocs for my Tioman trip with the sisters...

I can't wait for the trip!!! >.<

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Feeling better today! ^^

Yesterday is emoday but today is not really a bad day...

skipped one class coz can't wake up...

probably because I can't sleep the night before...

went to lunch with coursemates : Mafia King, Candle Princess Phoebe and Thunder Ting

Thunder Ting bring along her pets!hahaha!everyone is looking at it!

Then went for Dr Mark's class..

Acc my 'daughter' for lunch while waiting for 'sui zai bao' who end up having lunch with his coursemate...

Then went for an early dinner with Sher Lynn and went for pottery class...

Did my group assignment which is a candle holder.

Then help in PTB's 'banting' and went for CC meeting...

Then wait for 'sui zai bao' for late dinner but he's playing DOTA!!!!!

Haha!At least it's not a bad day!^^

And now I'm listening to Honey (소원) by 소녀시대 !!!^^

confession of emoboy

Holiday = Emoday

It's public holiday and i actually don't like wasting it

but i end up wasting it...

i spend most of the time walking around UM alone while listening to Hebe's 寂寞寂寞就好..

as usual emo-ing + thinking

and it reminds me of stuff that happened during the previous sessions...

then this questions came to my mind...

Is that really hard for me to have a really really close friend?

Why still i can't find one?

and i came up with my own conclusion....

maybe it's because i was hurt before..

right now, if i get really close to someone, automatically i'll pull myself back from being too close with that person...

I didn't know how to overcome this problems right now..

it's like i'll hurt someone when i was trying to protect myself..

I think i did it a few times to a few people out there...

I would like to say sorry to them..

and i'm getting close with 'Shui Zai Bao' recently...

i hope things wont go complicated like before...

anyway, Happy Independence Day...

people wish me that and I was thinking they should had wish me Happy Emoday instead...

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Confused...

It's been a long time since I write something here..

Yup...

I'm actually avoiding this page...I'm worried that I might get emo again listening to the song I embedded...

I've been thinking a lot since then...

I was confused of what I want, what I need and even who am I...

I've notice that sometimes I'm hiding my feelings when ppl are around me...

So, what u guys see during my 2nd might not be true...even I can't tell which part is...

I guess most of u would have know the reason why I'm so unhappy..

Yup..1 of the reason is my 21st B'day present..

If u guys remember what happened back then, that's the worst B'day present I've ever received...

Everyone says 21st B'day is kinda important...but it's the worst for me...

It was Saturday and most of the sisters are not around...

Only Sher Lynn's there and also other 'dao dengs'..haha!

Thx for being around back then coz it was a great support...

My 22nd B'day is just around the corner...

And SNSD's Tiffany's too...

Yup..be have the same B'day!

and this year is her 21st...Hope she'll have a great one...not like mine...

At the same time I hope I get what I wish this year...

Anyway, I can't wait to go back to UM...juz because I wanna go out and grab my SNSD photobook!^^

But I'll miss Lee Joon hyung coz I can't watch Star Golden Bell Challenge anymore...T_T

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