Still emotionally unstable....

Today I was listening to SNSD's 별별별(☆★☆)-Acoustic RnB Version in the car when I was on my way to my aunty's house...

Suddenly something just struck in my mind...

Yup, it's the dream that I mention in my previous post...

I was thinking how would I be right now if things are different...

Am I going to be more happy?

And I almost cry thinking of that...

Being emotional is the other side of me that I seldom show to everyone...

This few post recently might review it to those who haven't seen this side of me before...

I might look like I can take anything and being strong but the truth is I just hide everything and keep it to myself..

I wonder when will this thing end...

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Who's that?...

Last night I was dreaming of someone....

someone who's familiar yet I can't remember his face...

but the feeling is still fresh in my mind..

he was comforting me while I was crying..

and the reason I cry?...I can't really remember...

What I can remember is that I was a small kid at that time...

and my cousin appeared in that dream too...

she was still in her early 20's I guess...

but what I'm curious the most is who's that guy..

I felt comfortable around him..

Is he my elder brother who does not even have his chance to see this world?

I knew I had one but I haven't met him before...

Sorry for being so emotional...

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Hwaiting!!!

I know I shouldn't be sitting in front of my laptop for this holiday!

So what I'm going to do is to train!Hehe!

What I have in my house is a pair of dumbbell and I'll make use of it...

But with just that I can only train my arms...T_T

The chest is the problem...It's quite hard to train

the same goes to the abs T_T

I've tried my best not to eat too much...

I'm now only taking breakfast and dinner!

I hope I can really get my chest shaped coz I don't want Kit Yee and the others call me Victoria Secret again...T_T

Hwaiting!I can do it!

I wonder if I can find any gym buddy so that we can go to gym together next session!Hehe!

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Anothar one?!

LOL!

someone share this new video in facebook and I accidentally saw it!

Yeah, it's another new boy band from korea!

their dance steps are catchy!

OMG! I'm gonna get addicted more seriously now!

Now it's just K-POP in my life...

I didn't even update if there are new chinese or english songs..

Recently I just keep on Ring Ding Dong and Bonamana-ing!LMAO!

yup! This is the video I'm talking about...

It's Come Back Again from Infinite!

However, I might prefer ZE:A than Infinite...

ZE:A seems like the male version of SNSD

and I love their MAZELTOV sssssooooo much! HAHA!

and I love DongJun's hair so much!

I wish I can have it!haha!

I wonder if that hairstyle suit me...

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LOL! He's funny!!!

It's Wednesday and I watch another episode of Star Golden Bell!

It's different from the last one! I guess that's a new season.

But Lee Joon hyung from MBLAQ is still there.

As usual he's sooo funny!Haha!

And it reminds me of his funny moment in the last few episode!

Haha!he's showing his flexibility!

Although he's the same year with me but he seems like a hyung to me!haha!(I should call him so coz he's a few month older than me!)

I wish I could have a friend like him...

at least someone's gonna make me laugh when I'm getting emotional...

Haiz...Don't know why I often emo...guess it's already a habit..

Anyway, in today's episode, the host was asking him about how he got into the industry

He said that he went for an audition and got rejected..

he gave up and decided to continue schooling..

and then someone was asking him if he wanna meet Rain and he did

Rain like him so much and that's how he got into the industry!

Lucky him!

I wish I would get any chance to meet DongHae hyung, HanGeng hyung, Leeteuk hyung, SuJu's members, SNSD's members (celebrate my B'day together with Tiffany!!LMAO!) or even Lee Joon hyung himself so I might get a chance to be in that industry!Haha!

I know it's funny but that's my dream...

I don't know why I have the feeling that it's gonna happen but now is just not the time yet...

One of the reason why I get emo sometimes...

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I guess he's ok right now...

I've googled for HanGeng's latest news and i found a websites about HanGeng...

He's working with other celebrities in China in a TV show...

So I guess he's ok right now.

But Leeteuk hyung is the one I'm worried about right now...

As a leader of Super Junior, he needs to take care of every members and I know it's hard coz I've seen a lot of that..

He needs to hide his emotion as well...

Yesterday he post a picture through twitter

It's a picture of Super Junior with all 13 members

and he miss that happy moment..

and there's another picture taken by a fan showing that he's kinda daydreaming...

guess he's thinking bout that stuff..

"Leeteuk hyung, Hwaiting!!

Don't worry too much and do ur best!

We'll always support u guys"

Really hope that I can tell him personally...

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Any HanGeng's News??

I was boring and searching around for pictures (I don't even have any clue of whose picture I'm searching!Haha!)

Then I just type 'Donghae Bonamana' to see if I could find any picture for my laptop's background

However, I came across a lot of HanGeng's picture

Not a new one...

I've read from wikipedia saying that he's kinda having kidney illness but didn't know how's his condition now

I didn't even heard about him from the others members

Just read from an article about Leeteuk saying that they hope HanGeng will change his mind and come back as one of the Super Junior...

Hope he's ok right now...

Anyway, see what I came across while searching for pictures just now...

Haha!It's Susan Ng look-a-like maybe filipino girl!Haha!

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