At last...

at last, i guess everything settled...

but i duno yet..maybe juz for this moment..

hmm...i understand actually the problem is me..coz it happen twice so obviously it's my problem..

i'm not gonna blame anyone...

sometimes i guess emo is not a bad thing...at least i saved some money and haha of course can diet oso...

and although today is my last paper and everyone say merdeka....i dun think so...

don't forget we still have our 4 credit hours final year project that haven't complete...so i consider that i haven't finish all my paper this sem...

haiz..i wonder when can stop worrying about my final year project...

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why?...

Supposingly I should be very happy today...

coz my exam end...

should be enjoying watching Rapunzel with my coarsemates...

but I didn't..

Juz as I finish the paper, I felt so down, even during the paper, I can't concentrate..

but luckily I went through it finish everything I can in time...

as my lecturer collect my paper, she ask me am I not feeling well, I juz force a smile towards her and shake my head...

I didn't know what I do will make you so angry..

but don't I deserve a second chance?

I did everything apologize to you but you ignore me..

I hope you would scold me or insult me rather then ignore me...

People say I'm crazy coz emo until didn't eat at all...

but I juz don't have the appetite to eat...

Maybe it's all because of me..

from the 1st step, I tried too hard...tried to hard to get closer to you...

People might not understand me...

But now I wanna let everyone know, FRIENDSHIP is one of the most important thing to me ever...

So, what you are doing now is taking me part by part...

it hurts.. but I won't blame you...

I juz hope you will not ignore me...

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Never felt this before...

As I mentioned in the previous post...

I've did something that make my friend angry...

I've never seen him so angry before...

I said sorry to him but he haven't reply me...

I'm scared...

I lost a best friend before...I don't want it to happen again...

What should I do???

I used to hear this phrase : Butterfly in my stomach...

and now I felt it...

2moro I had to sit for my last paper...

I dun think I can concentrate...

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Sorry...

Today I did something that make someone angry...

I wanna say sorry to him...

I don't if he saw it or not...

so I try a lot of way to say sorry to him...

Hope he will saw it in one of them...

T_T

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My another weird dream...

It's Monday night...

The day I gave my 1st time to See Heng, Choun Hong and Mun Choong....

Don't think too much..

My 1st time to go to Tropicana Mall and my 1st time to taste the food of Subway!Haha!

We went for movie..Harry Potter!

But before that we went to the arcade...

We discovered something funny and I video-taped it!Hehe! (I'll keep it a secret until he allow me to reveal it)

Then at last I'd bought SNSD poker card!

On that night, I had a weird dream...What's weird is not how the storyline goes but the role playing in that dream...

And here it goes...

I had an elder brother and elder sister sitting on the sofa while I was sitting on the floor...playing I guess...

I can't really remember the face of my elder sister but guess what...the elder brother is See Heng!

When I wake up I was like...What the...how come a 妹妹 become a 哥哥...haha!

Anyway, in reality, I don't have any elder brother or sister...

although I wish I could have one...

Sometimes I'm so jealous watching those who have elder brothers and sisters...

I seems so much fun..

Like See Heng, I was there when he was packing and I saw his MP4 I guess...He told me he got it free..from his elder sister...

LOL!Anyway, I'm gonna stop talking bout this stuff coz ppl already tired of listening to this..

I've been saying this since long ago...haha!

Yeah...I admit I act like a kid but that's me...LOL!

Cindy Kong told me during my second year and Kim NS told me yesterday!LOL!

But I like the way I am!

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p/s : i miss u guys...those who already went back...

In case if you happen to read this...

In case if you read this,

I want you to know

I don't want anything from you..

Just do what you like and what you are comfortable of doing..

but what I want is the moment like last time..

So please don't change it..

Coz I really can't take it..

It's been bothering me when things between us started to change...

Plz let me kn0w the answer...

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Fairy tale?

There's nothing like fairy tales in life...

Coz every moment, my heart hurt so much...and it never stops...

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