I wonder...

I wonder when can i meet you again...


confession of emoboy...

Not giving up....

I don't really know what you're thinking right now...
but you're not to be blamed

but i just wanna let you know that i'm not gonna give up
coz since that day, i've never felt something so real before.....


confession of emoboy...

You made my day~ =)

"You made my day~ =)"
This is what I post as my status in fb..
I didn't know if I'd made your day just now..
I hope I did...

Right now I don't really care if anyone knows about how I feel about you
but still I hope those who did follow up with my post and also know about you would understand and wouldn't mind about this...

As I knew that you were there, I know I have to be there~
and yet, I remembered that I kinda promise that I would bring u herbal tea...
I knew you forget about it~ Check ur fb inbox~ =p Haha!
And ur X'mas gift~EMERGENCY CHOCOLATE!!!
I wish you would like it and cure ur emo-ness.. although you haven't mention it in ur sms just now~
I know u were tired~
but I'm happy and touched that u sms-ed my letting me know u were home safely~

Thx for the dinner~
^^
I hope u enjoy the shopping~
and I know u much more today~
once again, you made my day~ =p


confession of emoboy...

IMY!

Since yesterday...
or should I say since the day before yesterday...
this is what I'm feeling when I'm not with you~

Yeah~ Sher and Cocoro said I'm just a "sticky"
Haha~

It felt like I'm having a great weekend..
although stuff haven't really officially starts yet~

Everytime my phone rang, I wish it was you...
And I'm excited when I received your sms~

And your gift~
I like it so much!!! >.<
It's not that I like that gift that much but it's because it's from you~

and right now, I'm thinking when can we meet again... >.<

But I think Sher and Cocoro are right.
I should be a "sticky"~
I know it too..cause I don't wanna annoy you~
Things should be going slowly...
Although I don't know how, but I'll learn...for the sake of you~~


confession of emoboy...

^^

This morning is like the best day of my life~
I think I finally did let go of the 'impossible'...

And I think I'd found what's been missing in my life!
I don't really know if it's working...
But it's worth it giving a try~
AND I do not regret what I had done!!!
That's the most important stuff~

Things have been rough lately and I guess it's time for it to change to a better one now~
^^


confession of emoboy...

TL?

Yesterday night I was damn TL!
but it turns out that my TL-ness might makes other TL at me as well~
Yeah it might be just a 'small case' but for me it's somehow more complicated than others could think of....
Coz somehow my TL-ness if actually came from me myself that hate myself who couldn't do the best in my own job~
and the 'small case' became an excuse for me...
that's the reason why i said i quit~
for me, if i wanna take it as my job, i rather do my best~
but it seems like i don't so i rather just quit!

One more thing that make me quite down yesterday night was actually not a bad thing~
Lately, it seems to be a lot of couple~XD
I'm happy for them! honestly!
but it seems like i felt lonely somehow seeing i big group of couple friends could sit together in pairs chatting and have fun while i'm kinda sitting with 2 other single friends thinking of someone~
I may have found that someone but it doesn't mean that's the right person...
I wonder if it's considered as a surprise that that person is the one who appear in my mind yesterday night...

confession of emoboy...

My 1st time...

Yesterday was my 1st time to club...
It was fun~
It was a great experience~
but it's my 1st time so I didn't really enjoy to the fullest...
I kinda lost...dunno what should I do...
Until today, I realise that I may have lost my chance of getting to 'somewhere'...
to the next stage or next level...
Right now, I don't know what should I do...


confession of emoboy...