"一半"

I guess everyone know this song...

Perhaps that's the reason I emo lately...

but what u guys misunderstood is that I'm emo-ing for a girl...

coz the other half that i mean is someone who's really really close to me...a friend...

i never had one such close friend until I'm here in UM

and things happen and i lost it...

second year, i keep on resist until it turns into some kind of anger...

coz I'm scared...scared to lose again...

things getting better when it came to my third year...

i thought i found it back again...

maybe this time i'm afraid of losing...and i grab it too tight...then things start to change...

i make people around me stress...

i'm so frustrated right now...

how do i change myself?

i wonder if i would be given a chance...

a chance so that it would turn back like what it used to be...

coz i'm used to that way already...

it's too late...

too late for me to let go...

confession of enoboy...

没有了。。。

没有了，

全部都没有了。。。

confession of emoboy...

心痛

不知道你是认真的还是说笑

但是你让我伤心

心里很痛

对不起

都是我的错。。。

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Thx...

Today, i was so tired ...like exhausted...it's like gonna get sick...

skipped all class, cause an argument between me n coursemate...coz i skipped class...

frustrated plus assignments n reports not forgetting thesis...

so i decide to just stay in siswa for the whole day...

can't find lunchmate...

then, thx to ming liang acc me for lunch...

coz if not, i'm not gonna eat..

for me, not eating is better than eat alone...

if you find me eating alone, something's wrong with me..

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谢谢你的凉茶。。。

虽然我早就知道一定会收到你的凉茶，

但是我冲siswa回来的时候，

一看到那一瓶凉茶的时候，

那个感觉很不一样。。。

可能是我很累了。。。

report还有很多。。。

真的很需要人的关心。。。

可能你只是做回你该做的事情。。。

但是我还是很感动。。。

真的谢谢你的那一瓶凉茶。。。

明天又是很忙的一天。。。

要去gombak。。

回来过后，又要做report，还有assignment。。。

confession of emoboy...

A bad day...

Rain so heavily this morning..

and i didn't know where is my umbrella until i went to D007...

Damn moody today, not just because of raining...

as i enter the class, saw him..damn! so angry when i was thinking of what happen yesterday

he did it like i never did my work...

yeah now everyone thought i didn't do my part and all was done by him..damn...

i did ask him what should i do...he say i don't have to do anything..

and he end up did everything by his own like i didn't do anything!!!

go and let others fuck your ass dude!

of course i'm not emo-ing for only this...but also for the same old reason...

but what can i do besides waiting?

went to bilik siswa yesterday to look for what i have lost and i end up found nothing..

i wonder if i could find it again one day...

i hope i will but it seems like i won't..

and now only i notice that i can't let go yet...

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PKB ends..

PKB ended and i miss all the workshops and stuff...

However, right now i'm facing one big problem...THESIS!!!

It's like i have to meet my supervisor soon for the poster stuff but what i have now is just the raw data!!!
I didn't even start writing yet...damn...

no journal found yet...should have went to the library these few days with See Heng...i mean tumpang his motor...LOL!

what can i do now?? extend 1 more year?

i don't mind...but what i mind is my pointer will drop drastically if i get bad grade for thesis...

aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhh!!!!!

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