Getting better...for now...

Today's getting a little bit better....
Try not to think about it...
Still for me to let it go completely is going to be a tough job...

What makes things better today?
went for a movie which is damn funny...XD

and finally, I bought myself a cup!
No stock of the one with all 9 of them so I picked the one with YoonA~

Then I notice they sell VITA 500!!
And I finally bought one ..of course YoonA's version~~
LET'S MAKE VITAMIN C~~
XD
I wonder if it's possible for me to collect all 9 of them~~
or someone who are generous enough to buy for me~XD


confession of emoboy...

It's always for the same reason...

For God sake I always emo for the same reason!
Why would people say that I'm emo for something else~
I guess the factor would have known it for him/herself...
No comment~

Just don't understand why people say that I'm emo for stuff like Sher dump me or something..
We didn't even start yet...
Whatever, I'm damn fucking emo+mad right now not because of what people misunderstood
but for what I found out couple of hours ago...



confession of emoboy...

你在煩惱什麼???

maybe you don't understand....
don't know what i want....


confession of emoboy...

A trip that I miss so much....

It's too short~~
Those happy moment~
I wonder why happy moment pass by so fast~~

Pangkor~
I went there quite a number of times but everytime with different feel~

Went with Sher, Seph, Ah Se and Shiah~~
we had fun! cycling around then stay there for free~ Haha~~

Then CC Trip~~
Not having a very good time there though...
Something happened but I still remember those who were there for me~ Phoebe, Kit Yee...of course D211 members...

Then fieldtrip~ yup~ spent most of the time working~
we thought we discovered new species though~Haha~

Then recently~~
I would never forget~
Pangkor trip with the Grapes~~
But the time is too short~~
We want more~
We <3 Pangkor!
We <3 Grapes!


confession of emoboy...

I can't...

Sometimes I wish I can...
People keep on asking me not to emo...
But do they actually understand how hard it is?
I mean not to emo...

Maybe it's because I'm already used to it...

There was once I thought I would stop emo from that moment..
but I didn't know things would have turn out to be that bad...

I'd tried...
tried not to emo...
at least not in front of everyone...
I prefer to emo alone somehow so that it will not affect anyone else.


But it's not easy...
I still wish things would gone back to when it was good...
Yes...somehow somewhere inside me, there's still hope...


confession of emoboy...

I'm a cry baby...

OK...I admit it I did it again yesterday night...
Thinking back now, feel so stupid...
for what?
people just don't give a damn~
just forget about the past~
get a new life!
....
Can I?

I said I wanted too~
but just couldn't do it...
when will this stops?
haiz....


confession of emoboy...

yeah i'm stupid...

you just don't get it right...
ok i admit dat i'm still can't let it go...of all that happened b4..
we were too close...i mean so close..the 1st time i have such a close friend
but that's it~ it ended

why? coz i look gay?
whatever...i'm tired of writing it all down
it's not that i care ppl thought i am
i don't even mind...i joke myself sometimes
but the problem is those around me mind..

but tell u what, i'm not gonna change how i am or what i am!
just keep on saying what u guys like~
to the worst i just don't get any friend that's it!
since we were all alone from the beginning

so i'm not changing myself to get what i want at this point
this is not me~
if i did change to get what i want,
it gonna happen all over again~

daamn!


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