Damn! I crap again...

Shit...I post something that I shouldn't again...

I know I felt like I did something wrong yesterday but I'm not sure...

because of that I got emo and start craping all those stuff again...

shit...

I guess I'm making stuff worse..

confession of emoboy...

Feel like saying sorry to everyone...

Sorry to all grapes for always saying bo jio...feels like pressuring u guys everytime oso have to jio me...

Sorry to the sisters for kinda abandoned u guys when i met new friends...

Sorry to 3 for a lot of stuff...always 'zat' u and i know i rejected u many time when u ask me to go out...especially during the countdown...i know u alittle bit beh song me at that time...

Sorry to 3388 for sometimes felt that u are a little bit mafan...n sometimes dun really agree the way u did ur stuff....

Sorry to 7777777777777 formaking u listen u the songs that i play....and i always repeat it...and sorry for making u guys listening to emo songs too...

Sorry to 5678 for always bullying u or 'zat' u...

Sorry to 777 coz u said i was kinda rude 2 u n ur friend at the beginning...although i really didn't did wat u said...

Sorry to 44 and 407 for not being there for ur graduation day...

Sorry to 8967 for not really giving u much help in a lot of work...

Sorry to 2709 for always wanna argue with u... always 'zat' u...

Sorry to 7 for rejected u many times when u jio me for outing and a lot of stuff...times juz not getting right when u jio me...

Sorry to 211 for everything...i think i did something that kinda hurt u today...and also making u uncomfortable...

Sorry to everyone coz i'm not really a good person....

confession of emoboy...

no doubt, another emo day i guess...

today's day is not very good since the beginning...

although i have to fake a smile during Susan's class...

suddenly felt that this sem Susan is kinda different...she's kinda more friendly...

Ok, i mean Prof Susan Lim...not Susan Ng, one of my sisters..

But my day haven't got any better until now...

i joke i laugh with my coursemates but it's just temparary...

things haven't got any better yet...

will it be better later tonight?

confession of emoboy...

Say sorry to my roommate...

I dun wanna emo in front of ppl ..

but i can't control myself..

i still listen to emo songs in my room...

hopefully it does not influence them..

confession of emoboy...

BFF?

Sometimes it's really hard for someone to find their BFF...

Even if u did, u might lost them for some reason...

It's even harder for a guy compared to a girl..

coz if 2 girls that are close together it's normal but if 2 guys that are closed together will be somehow labeled as gay!LOL!

I dun mind...but do my BFF mind?

that's the problem...

I got 1 in my 1st year but I lost it...for the reason above and of course other aspect...

I think I found one again...but it seems like i'm going to lose again...

but i'm not sure..hopefully everything will be ok...

confession of emoboy...

不知道为什么。。。

不知道为什么。。。

昨天唱K的时候，心里感觉酸酸的。。。

差一点就哭出来了。。。

可能是唱太多emo歌。。。

不只我一个，我的其中一位姐妹也在哭。。。

我不懂他为了什么在哭。。。

还好没有被其他人看见。。。

confession of emoboy...

can't sleep...

why i'm still awake?

2moro there's 9am lecture..and it's Susan's

but i'm still awake..

i guess i'm thinking too much...

and i dunno why i'm emo-ing again...

damn...plz help me...

i know i promise not to emo again..

and i said i won't post it here of fb..but...where else can i go...

i'm not someone can keep everything by myself..i tried but i failed..

confession of emoboy